I never, ever get to hold her asleep anymore. I think the last time she fell asleep on me was this past summer. She was overly tired and after having her bottle she fell limp asleep for about a minute. I knew I should lay her down, but I had to hold her. She only sucks her thumb when trying to go to sleep so it was extra cute to hold her and her thumb.
As hard asleep as she was, she woke up that fast and wondered where everybody had been her whole life.